duh.

it's funny larr
when you did so many unintentional mistakes
ok....so that's unintentional
meaning that you wouldn't know you are wrong
until someone tells you about it

ok...so?
yeah i didn't make any explanations
i am sick of it i guess

it was like keep on explaining
so what's in the end?
you won't know what will happen duh
not every story has a happy ending

解释就是掩饰 掩饰就是不出色

so...
i chose not to explain
duh i was tired

yeah i really was

suddenly realised
ok....i did more than 5 unintentional mistakes this week
it was like WHOA
ok most of them was actually not my mistake pun
it was like suddenly
"hey....***********************"
so?

ok...
i won't be explaining

time cures isn't it?
if time don't cure then don't bother larr
i am really sick of it

ARGGH.

damn tired
not enough of stress? duh.

more than enough

whatever

loads of thanks....

happie~~~

guess this was the busiest birthday ever!!!
duh. paiseh la
it's so not ordinary to have my birthday during schooling days
it should be hols by now!!!!

ok lar.
better lar :)

so
i was so damn shocked
when i saw something shouldn't belong to my bag
lol.

but it's already after school lar...
cant thank them one by one
hey there are approx. 100 WISHES in the card!!!!!!!!!!!!
owh ILU xJ
<3

:)

thanks everyone :)
for the warm wishes
thanks yann siao po ;x
for being listener...or else i've already dead
thanks hoon too :)
thanks to 4S2!!!!
S2R!!!!!!!

thanks xJ.....
for my first "birthday scrapbook" ever!!!!
touched larrrrrr

:)

the last hour before 02.06

the most horibble birthday eve?
probably

nah
i cant pretend i don't know anything

i spent an hour looking at the screen of my handphone
don't know where to start
i finally typed something out
i was scared.
this is killing me

ok
this was not the first time
being so hard for me to type out one SMS
weird? it has been so many SMS seemed to be killing me this year

seriously
this took the longest time

but it didn't really succeed
or should i say
i FAIL-ed

so
what am i to say?

i know it's bad
i know if i were you
i may not be able to accept

i know you feel horrible

you may think that
i have actually thought about all the consequences
before i wrote that thingy down

yeah you said
i am smart enough
to have considered about all these

yeah you are right
i usually think further before i make one decision
but this time
i am sorry to say NO.

i wrote that down 10 seconds before i handed it in
i neglected all the consideration i have made that whole morning because
i liked it?
unfortunately YEAH.

SORRY
i can't force myself to ignore my interest
most importantly
i don't have such strong sixth sense to have known it will come true
i thought i should say sorry
yeah i said




nah
life is too short
to be filled with hatred.disappointment.sadness.regrets

i am not sure whether or not to be forgiven

i knew
you were committed.dedicated
most importantly, you love it
why don't just prove it?

i am not sure whether you'll come to see this
but i know i am not good in face-to-face discussion

until now
i am not sure whether i was wrong
at least i know 我不是偷、骗、抢、拍马屁得来的

half an hour ago
i thought i was mad
yeah i think i was insane
my eyesight was blurred.