Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Let's talk about the kursus...

haha
went to a some sort kursus kepimpinan for pengawas zon pudu
whoa~

at first it was like Oh My Gosh this is gonna be boring.............

but it's not exactly THAT boring =x
ok lar if i say it was'nt boring at all i must be abnormal Zz

there WERE some slots where we really kinda dozed off
especially the tanggungjawab part =. =

but how to say
overall it's just FUN =)

IF we really need to do inhouse training then we'll sure die
lol because what we actually learned this few days were not exactly theorical
there's something haha INVISIBLE? that i actually felt haha
erm.......i have no idea what it was Zzz

btw
hey it has been so long since i ever spoke ENGLISH (with no 'brokens')....
lol

and one thing i found out is that
some schools' prefects were really COOL
they were like...
if you imagine they walk by at pasar malam also they still look like prefects
haha....PREFECTS'LOOKS =x
the way they talk, the way they walk, the way they greet each other....
it's just so DIFFERENT`

just to say
the main thing i remember for now is I AM SANGUINE =)

anyway
ALL THE BEST FOR OUR SO CALLED 'NEGERI CHINA' SCHOOL...



WHAT I THINK~
=( food.....
=) friends......
=( the sleeping KP
=) interactive games?
=( the attitude problem guy that keep taking photos without permission
=) the song that we mumbled all the way without knowing the lyrics
=( the red stickers =. =
=) thanks mr. john and mr. chua

Sunday, March 28, 2010

跨过

看见他们
伤心 悲观 全都写在脸上

发觉
自己进步了
哈哈

心情复杂时
不再无理取闹

也算是种进步吧?


哈哈

因为




我终究比别人幸运。


=)

Friday, March 26, 2010

得失

想起去年了

发梦都没想过得奖的数学比赛
竟然得奖
没花多少心思的小说
竟然也得奖

有人说
有得有失

那我什么时候才会“失”



许多事情
比期望的还高
从来没有想过的东西
竟然成了现实

怎么办

我开始觉得生活颠倒了

像活在一个虚拟的世界
但却不是

倒霉也许更好

我不想再幸运下去





我害怕。

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

随心

整整一个星期内
我在那站牌“徘徊”过103次
哈哈

不知什么时候开始那么无聊
连这种东西都算

的确
我很在意

但整整一个星期内
我也都还不明白
我在意什么

哈哈 是借口吧
我应该明白的
只是还没能够直视它
我会害怕

那天看了一部长篇连续剧的一小段
我喜欢

“他看起来一眼的不在乎...
其实他很在乎。但他害怕失去,所以装作不在乎...”
“她看起来很坚强,多大的风都无法击倒...
实际上她很清楚自己太软弱,但却害怕被人看见...”
(大概是这样)

我很喜欢那部戏 (虽然不是偶像剧)
但实在太长了 而且我也不要在部落格打广告
哈哈

不是每件事都可以装
就算我某天会开始忘记

Friday, March 12, 2010

五秒钟

就那五秒钟

我站在路边四处张望
补习朋友全都回了
所有的店也都关了

视线里一个人影都没有
也没有一辆车经过

我看见的 是路灯的光线
我听见的 是邻街车子的奔驰声
我闻到的 是隔约10米外垃圾堆传来的阵阵“清香”

我感觉到的 是我从未感受过的城市的寂静
是寂静 不是安静

很奇妙

感觉像是我站着看时间停止五秒钟时的街景


天天都那么繁忙的一条街
也有空虚的五秒钟
也已足够让我陶醉其中

一辆车突然经过
五秒钟的结束。

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

“解放”

多希望
明天早上起来时
眼前是无边际的大海

这次不需要逃
我只要呐喊就行了

但依然不可能

对着电脑疯狂大叫吧
哈哈
只怕公寓所有住户会跑出来
问:“做么?”

闹笑话

听歌算了