新年到！！

年初一

早上起来就拆开置在枕头底下的红包咯…把红包放在枕头底下是我们家的“传统习俗”了…
拆开一看，100块叻…但是比往年少哦…也许是最近经济不景气的缘故吧…
阿姨舅舅全都还没醒来…想必是昨天接财神太迟睡吧…
我们一家人都是懒猪…所以昨晚没有接财神咯…XD
年初一去拜年咯…首先我们先到太嬷家去拜年…
太嬷的年纪已近100…老了…不过还能走路…已很了不起咯…
拿红包拿红包拿红包啊…拿了红包后我们就“满载而归”咯…^^

年初二

我的表弟很喜欢听 my fm & astro bla bla bla 唱的贺岁专辑….
(对不起哦…我忘了叫什么名字)
所以从早到晚一直开…我的dvd又是翻版的…没坏都很好了…
表妹今天就回新山了….她在新加坡读书…那儿只放两天的假期…
没办法啦…真可怜…
昨晚我们还一起算红包钱叻…看来我的红包钱可要比她多啦…
(因为我还可以去别的地方拜年嘛)
我好像很坏叻…XD

年初三

今天可爱的表弟也回kl了…全部人都回了…
超不爽的啊…sien a…
表弟的照照~

年初四

早上起来就喂蚊子了啊…外婆家很多蚊子的…又没事情做…

下午有舞狮来“探访”哦...这舞狮来得有点迟了啦...

全部人都回了只剩我一家人和外公外婆而已....

没办法啊...我们住的地方通常都是初三或初四才有舞狮的....
晚上我们就到马六甲城市去 hang gai 咯….
(我的乡村是在马六甲…但不是城市)
看到那些漂亮的灯饰…一直喊 wah…很美哦等等….
令我不知不觉间联想到一个字…sua gu ‘山笆’
哈哈…lol

我和妹妹~妹妹的眼睛要闭咯...

年初五

终于回到我的窝了…但也就是说我没有红包拿了…呜….
新年就这样过了…

My hair~

I cut my hair yesterday....
Because my hair very dry liao...
den I cut it the bob style...short wan liao....
I went to my mom's cousin's saloon...I saw my hair drop on the floor....T.T
But nevermind la...coz I am quite happy with my new hair style ma...^^
My hair is short liao....

Japanese...kawaii kirei hansen...hoho^^

今天，日本人来我们的学校咯!!

她们女的又美又可爱....男得很帅叻!!

不过当然有些是不漂亮的啦....

有些男生的头发太长了...很恶心叻....(若有得罪任何人就Gomennasai哦---sorry)

我带的那组是女生....哎...多希望我带的是男生....lolXD....

她们很害羞....不敢说话的叻....不过那个组长真得很漂亮哦!!

本来我那组有6个日本人的....但是当时只有5个...我还以为谁不见了....吓死我了....

我就问站在最前面那个日本人咯....

" erm...your group got 6 people right?? where is another one?"

她看着我....然后和她旁边的朋友讨论，应该是在想要说些什么，或是要怎样回答吧....

然后....她的回答是:" 1 more...1 more...xxxx" 那个xxxx是日本话....我不知道她在讲些什么....

然后，我突然想到absent的字....我就讲咯:" another person is absent?"

她们听到就立刻点头点个不停....让我知道了原来日本人的english不是很好的....

若得罪了又再次Gomennasai哦.....

在她们排队拿食物吃的时候....我突然想到他们好像没有拿过相机出来....

很好奇嘛....我很八卦的....我就问他们有没有相机咯....他们就拿出来....

然后我就说他们可以拍照的....怎知道他们叫我和他们一起拍...peace^^

他们用的相机大多数都是那种用完一次就可丢掉的....

所以要省咯...不能拍多多....因为malaysia好像没有这样的东西....

她们很和蔼的...虽然我们沟通方面出现问题....但是还好啦...

因为他们也懂得english...只是不会讲而已....

她们全都是17岁....真得很高哦....

他们离开之前....有留下email address....希望可以keep in touch咯!!

其中一位还给了我五粒子哦....不过只有四粒啦...自己手工缝的哦....好难得哦....

就是照片中的那个....

arigato gozaimas....我突然觉得很对不起她....因为我没有东西给她...

多希望当时我身上有一样可以送人的东西....唉....

然后就....sayonara咯....

这是我第一次亲眼看见日本人哦!!^^

salt coffee~

An amazing Love Story.
He met her on a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she promised. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me go home.... suddenly he asked the waiter. 'would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee.' Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously; why you have this hobby? He replied: 'when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there'. While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched. That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home.
Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story. They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him!
Thanks to his salty coffee! Then the story was just like every beautiful love story , the princess married to the prince, then they were living thehappy life... And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.

After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: 'My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt. It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead.I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything.. Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life,even though I have to> drink the salty coffee again'. Her tears made the letter totally wet.

Someday,> someone asked her: what's the taste of salty coffee? It's sweet. She replied.

Love is not 2 forget but 2 forgive, not 2 c but 2 understand, not 2 hear but 2 listen, not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON !!!! Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love. Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot. Who calls you back when you hang up on him. Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, '...that's her.'

Hardest thing to do in the world...??

People say…confessing is the hardest thing to do in the whole world…and ‘I love you’ & ‘sorry’ are the hardest word to say…
But to me…being myself is the hardest thing to do and the hardest word to say… ‘I don’t want’- objections….

Yesterday, someone asked me what my dream is…
My dream, my dream, my dream….
I asked myself, but truthfully, I don’t know what my dream is….
How useless I am, a person without a dream…..

In my entire life, erm.....not exactly…just the past 14 years and 6 months….
I realized that everything I did was fulfilling other people’s dreams….some were mine too, though….but most of them not….
I have always wanted to be myself, doing things in my own way, but I didn’t get the permission to do that…in fact I am not given the permission to do that either….it’s just…tiring….
Or….Am I wrong?? I am not deserve for that??

People always say that our life is on our hands…but my life is always on other people’s hands…I am controlled…it’s like I am a bird locked in the cage…and I hate that….

The reason why….I knew that…the lack of trust…people don’t trust me….and that is why they don’t allow me…trust and believe….how am I going to gain it???

When I seek for advice from other people…they always give me the same answer….things will change….but it has been 14 years and 6 months and things never changed…..I tried to make people trust me…I really tried….but at last…what I get is….nothing….
Confused, confused, confused….

So, what exactly is the hardest thing to do in the world???


p/s: 能够梦自己向梦的，去自己想去的，做自己想做的，才是最幸福的….

first day of school...^^

today is the first day of skul in year 2009....
quite ok lo....nothing special la...my form teacher's name is Pn Suraiah Jamaludeen....
at first i thought the spelling was Suraya Jamaludin...so special spelling....lolXD...
when i reach home den i tell my mom...she say she is 'mamak'...
means indian+malay...lolXD....
vanessa cheng...a quite naughty student come to my class...due to dicsipline matters....
but she is ok la...actuali today i canot online wan....bt my mom so good today allow me to online a while....
lucky lo....by the way...today quite ok lo...^^

蒲公英....

如果有一天...

我能像蒲公英一样...无忧无虑...毫无牵挂那该有多好啊....

蒲公英...

英文名字：Dandelion

花语：无法停留的爱

学名：Taraxacum，又称黄花地丁

蒲公英....多么自由自在....

last day of skul...last day of 2008...and now...last day of holiday..

今天是假期的最后一天了...明天开始...我就上中三了...
中三...PMR...haiz....
妈说下个礼拜开始我一个礼拜只能上网一次...又不能看电视....
真没办法想象...但是...这也是为了我好...只好低头答应....
要开始温习功课了...form1 & form 2 的...
我的自由...就要告一段落了...
明天又是一个新的开始....