28.05

today was everything about
wesak.youth.lens.peace.mcflurry.lrt.rain.exhausted.tired.duh

went to brickfields temple in the morning~~~~
early
to avoid the crowds la bo bian

heard that PM is going at 9.30am
didn't go and see him
the crowd was like OH MY

saw the nice tee for RM12.................
at last
didn't manage to convince mom
although the money is half for charity i supposed
T.T

noon
went to youth 10
at first we were yearning for the GIORDANO warehouse sale
that at last turned out to be jumble sale
duh
there was no giordano......
a bit disappointed......

the free contact lenses were worth it though

and i liked the peace thingy :D





palm saya :D



love the flash thingy :x



my 'dapatan'



tickets anyone?





MY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY PRESSIE FROM MOM :D



I LOVE THIS ；D

just a random one.

it's funny...
when you find out that you are writing for no concrete reasons
not one

it's funny...
when you reach home and suddenly realise how tired you are
exhausted.
when you realise the reason is just because of some stupid exams

then you realise
NO. not only because of the stupid exams

it's funny
when you totally forgot about your birthday
until someone tells you your birthday's next week

sarcastic

it's funny
when you realise it has been so long since you last used english to blog

it's funny
when you realise the earphone is stucked on your ear.....
with volume 80

then you suddenly heard someone screaming
that's your mom...telling you to lower down the volume...
or your ears will eventually burst
like in hypotonic solution.

it's funny
when you realise
your recent condition is just like someone
INSANE.

then you start to figure out
what's the cause?

until you realise
AGAIN
realise that you are so STUPID
to concern about so many things you should not be concerning
and
you just forget about things you should do
your routine, your job, your responsibilities

you tell yourself
you have to wake up after this freaking exam
stop wasting time at things you should not be doing

then you realise
HEY THAT IS SO NOT ME

you will still be STUPID in the end.

so WHAT'S THE POINT?

finally
you realise the internet connection sucks
and you actually spent half an hour for this stupid post
with no specific content
nor elaborations like in the english essay

it's just a random one.

它

不怕说
曾多渴望自己在那儿能争取些地位
但不管在哪都得攀嘛

不知什么时候开始
看见黑暗 现实

有的爬得多幸苦 依然摔跤
有的爬得快到了 不小心跌入陷阱
可悲

不知说了多少次的同心协力
什么合作 什么共同奋斗
结果是自相残杀

噢不 应该说是单方面杀
至少
我没杀他人

多讽刺

但很傻 还是喜欢
因大部分的中学生涯都献了给它

可自从我开始爬到另一个山顶
我开始想自己也许该放弃爬吧

我以为放得下

原来我没有

我时间管理很差 没错
我一直尝试逃离 也没错

但

因为它
我近来在面子书被人骂了
如果我下星期走霉运
说不定还会被人打

在这里澄清一下
我在这个地方攀不攀得上去不重要
如果你觉得我留在这个地方
是为了那些分数 那些名誉
你错了

我不需要名誉 不需要分数
这些我都有了

还有
我父母没有教我摸人
如果你觉得自己没有错
那你不需心虚
清者自清

如果你觉得很委屈
倒可以向老师提一提
也许你认为这种方法对学生有点儿不公平

或者你可以问问其他学校的朋友
他校是否也有这么做 或他们怎么做
那提出来的时候就比较有point



也许因羽毛球
不太多人发现你在我面子书留言板上
留的字

你没有说错
至少对于这些事件 学生有这样的看法也不稀奇
但我想你严重误会了



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原来真正了解自己的时候
真正了解别人的时候

竟是不务正业的时候



结果我发觉
我也属于这座山

也许是好事
还有一年要过呢

:) :P :x :D

(zoomed in)




哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
:D

结果我发觉

今天无端端有个朋友问我："hey,are you stress-free?"
哈哈
我也忘了当时是怎么反应的

也许我该回答
nope, i am not stress-free...
do i look like one?
anyway we needn't show people we are stressful when we are...

天天都笑不一定没压力
同样的没压力不一定要让人看见你很苦

有压力so what...谁没有压力

哈哈
anyway i am not stress-free....at all

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今天
又有连续两位老师问我会不会去上课了

惨

心虚 内疚
哈哈

不可以那么坏了 =P

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偶然发现
以前自己多傻

小气得要死
嘴巴又很爱讲
有的没的全都说了

哈哈
现在还会吗？
不知道耶

上个星期
连我自己都很惊讶
怎么我一开始知道自己被背叛时
竟没什么反应

我竟然还可以心平气和地说话
没当一回事

我想了很久
也许 我问心无愧

至于朋友嘛
哈哈
是竞争吗？

算了吧
你想要的
我没兴趣

也许我应该感到光荣
有人嫉妒我了。

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小说写完了
...终于
爽啊

我不清楚评审老师读的时候会有什么感受
但这是我第一次
写得连我自己都紧张、甚至还很痛苦

哈哈
抱歉啊老师
那么迟才交货

希望明年不会了 =x

模糊·思念

我醒来
发觉有那么多事都没完成

我惊讶
原来有些东西我真的无法接受

我发觉
我竟然不清楚自己为的是什么

没有宗旨
没有方向地

在一个
又陌生却熟悉的地方

游荡。

人面不知何处去
桃花依旧笑春风